Life is boring. It is only through the change of the current state that boredom ceases. Change is tiring, but out of boredom I seek for change. Change occurs, but the new state becomes the current state. I seek for another change, only to find life still boring. At some point, I don’t change; I am tired.
I want to be nice to others but I am not, so I need to put effort to be nice. Putting effort makes me tired. When I am tired, it is hard to be nice. So I need to put more effort to be nice. That makes me even more tired. At some point, I am not nice; I am tired.
